Been a while.

i graduated. awesome.

turned 23. awesome.

got a 2010 toyota yaris. more awesome.

my bday/grad party i was spose to have today didnt happen due to the weather. lame.

making a sculpture of the maxx for my car for the dash to take the place of my lizard and crocodile.

at buffalo wild wings right now getting ready to get my grub on. foooooooood!

my hair is dreading itself in the underneath by itself.

im just going to let it do its thing and keep em separated.

offspring style!

scored a new couch tonite via brandons mom, simply because she doesnt like our couch and chair and wanted us to have a new one. granted she threw a mild fit when it came to buying it cuz words are easier than actions, but we got it regardless. theyre spose to bring it over tomorrow for us to enjoy. http://www.biglots.com/Furniture/item.aspx?cid=14&scid=47&iid=5887

my mom and john are throwing a mild fit on ME because i told them i am totally not walking in graduation. i think its stupid and now that i have the choice to do so, im not doing it. my dad was fine with my decision because a) he knows im an adult and ill do what i want and b) neither he nor my uncle walked when they graduated for the same reasons as me not doing so. id like to know at what point my dad turned into the cool parent.....

speaking of my dad and graduation, he talked to me today about my car. im still getting it, no worries on that. he came up with the idea tho that he should do it in payments instead of paying for it all at once. hes going to put my name on the loan and make himself a co-signer because then he can build me up some credit and that will be super helpful for me later on in life, especially since right now i have no credit. i dont have a credit card. i dont have a check book.

i cant wait to be done with school. i hate it. hate it. hate it.

started playing borderlands because a friend let us borrow it. it is AWESOME. its like fallout 3 mixed with half-life 2. love it. its awesome. i would like to own it, but i shant at the moment for i do not have the money to do so. i barely have the money to eat. could be why im losing weight......

still have 3 kittens left to give away and i have no idea what we're going to do with them. i guess since we cant find anyone who seems to want em, we're gonna make flyers and put em up in a few places. their personalities are starting to come in and theyre all so sweet. they shouldnt be hard to give away if someone actually comes and looks at em.

netflix is now on ps3, which means now we have netflix. we are super excited for this. it will be a nice substitute for not having television. yaay.

i also successfully changed my name on facebook to Brittany Marmaduke Wolfensteiner. Epic..............

took em to the vet today. they just have an upper respritory thing. thats why their eyes are gooed together. got some eye meds and some antibiotics. these kittens are turning into a full time job. we also have dewormer for em. theyre old enough to be dewormed, so yeah. three weeks old wednesday :3 i think we may have most of em given away. one at probably about 80%, brandons parents are thinking about taking 2, another one of brandons friends may take one, so thats one thats unspoken for. shouldnt be hard. still sad that the white one died, but these things happen.

my schedule for about the next week, basically is:
-Wake up
-Get ready for class
-Clean kitten eyes when needed
-Administer kitten eye meds
-Administer kitten antibiotics
-Go to class
-Eat
-Come home
-Clean kitten eyes when needed
-Administer kitten eye meds
-TTH Go back to class
-Come back home
-Clean kitten eyes when needed
-Administer kitten eye meds
-Administer kitten antibiotics
-Eat
-Take pill
-Go to bed

Insert farting around in there somewhere and working on art. Art. gnnnnnnn

well the white kitten died on us today. i dont know was wrong with it. it was really cold to the touch and extremely lethargic. it wouldnt lay with the other kittens. i tried to keep it warm for the past 3 hours, but it was still cold. its mouth was kind of gooey inside and its nose was a little runny. it probably just got sick. i think it was the runt. at least it went while it was sleeping curled up in a shirt. it wasnt in real pain.

on top of that, brandon threw estivez from the door to the couch so he wouldnt run out and at least sprained his leg. he cant walk on it and cried when it happened. he didnt even cry when his tail got cut off. i saw him stand on it a little bit ago, so at least we know it isnt broken. plus, if you touch it, he doesnt seem to mind, so its probably just sprained. god damn it was i mad when that happened.

this has been a lovely sunday sofar.

drawn by me.
done by my future boss (bryan boone)

myspace.com/showtimeinkartcompany

not bad for drawing it up 20 minutes prior AND it was FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!

faith has decided that her kittens belong inside of our house. we let her come in for a little bit yesterday and estivez went out for a while. we let her come in sometimes just to chill out. well she was nosing around the house and inspecting things, we didnt think anything of it. she left and we shut the door. after a few hours, she starts throwing a fit outside. we dont know what the deal is, so we open the door to find her sitting out there with one of the grey kittens on the step. we're like wtf. we go inspect to see if the garage next door is unlocked, but it isnt. so after a little while, she wants to go out again so we let her and she comes back with the other grey kitten. little after that, we throw her back out to encourage her to get some more and she gets the orange one. then shes done. she doesnt want to get anymore. at this point, we decide to go break into the neighbors garage via the hole in the back. i was just barely small enough to get through and i had to wiggle. i got the other three kittens and brought them in.
so now we have her and 6 baby kitties in here. 10 cats in all. joy. the kittens are only a week and three days old right now though, so thats not bad. they just stay in one spot and wiggle around. we havnt decided what we're going to do with them. i can forsee us keeping them in the house and trying to get rid of them as fast as possible when they turn eight weeks old. im trying to pimp them out to people via facebook with no luck. we have 2 possibly given away, possibly. the other 4 though........i dont know. T^T

I found Faith's babies!! THEY ARE ADORABLE!!! There's 6 of them (2 grey and white, 1 dark dark calico and white, 1 orange, 1 white/lilacy, and 1 white and black). Hunting through the neighbor's garage was a nightmare.

It's really hard for me to motivate myself through this last semester of school due to the fact that I know I have a job waiting for me and instead of making money and doing what I want to now, I have to wait another three months to graduate to have a degree that does me no good. I feel like I'm purely and utterly wasting my time. I hate it. I just want to do tattoos. I don't care about going to school anymore.

I watched Pandorum last night.

GO WATCH THAT SHIT!!!

It's like Event Horizon. It's just as good, if not better.

GO GO GOGO GO GO GO OGOGOOOGOOGOGOGOGOO!!!!!

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faith had her babies today. i poked my head out to feed her and noticed she wasnt the size of a beach ball anymore. i dont know where theyre at, how many they are, what color they are or any of that jazz. hopefully she will lead us to em or those little bastards hurry up and learn how to walk so we can see em.

for the first time in YEARS, my hair is one solid red. BRIGHT red. i used l'oreal excellence hi color stuff in red....meant for dark hair mind you.....and threw it over top of my faded FADED faded blue and green and it came out briiiiiiiightttt. covered the blue completely and didnt do anyhting bad to the white/blond/green part of my hair.
i feel like high school me again with my red hair, but this time, its solid red...no black in there, i have tits, a louder mouth, MORE of an attitude and long hair.
winnnnn.
pics later.
maybe.

fuckkkkkkk, i have to type a paper for german art history and i have no clue really what it is about. NO CLUE i say. ugggggggg

today is me and brandons 8 year anniversary. feels more like 60 million years.

yesterday we found sheen a home with some lady who lives alone. she seemed to like him and i gave her a cat book i made. i didnt know how much she knew about kitties. the book was made just for sheen. on the way up there, sheen got car sick and threw up....right into my hands. >.> so nasty. better to be in my hands than in the carseat...joshs carseat. he would have pitched a fucking bitch fit. we just let him sit outside the carrier on the way up cuz he just laid down anyway.

tomorrow we are going to scarefest. i think just to be a nerd, im going to tank girl a little bit. not that that has anything to do with horror or paranormal stuff, but that there will be nerds there and some might get it. i dunno though.

i registered to graduate today so im good to go. wooo.

i made me a robbie the rabbit necklace. it took like 6 hours from start to finish, but it is TOTALLY worth it. i love it.

my allergies are horrid this morning. i feel like a wolverine has sat upon my head and a scratching me slightly and hitting me with its tail in the face.

went to the drag strip the other night with my dad. lets just say it was a step above being dead. its a small step too.

third week of school. nnnnnnnn. last semester though. i can do it. if for nothing else, ill do it to get my yaris when im done.

my motor skills are so off right now. i can barely type correctly. im itching from my nostrils to my eyebrows.

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mom admitted to cheating on john, only AFTER she got caught. real noble of her.
its over between them, obviously, so now my family is getting broken up. im trying to stay away from moms house for a while, going so far as to even stay the night at my dads house this weekend for getting living money and doing my laundry. ive not stayed the night there in probably 5 years.

im worried about john cuz he isnt handling this well. he is a very big alpha male and someone invaded his territory. he also has had both of his ex marriages end in his wife cheating on him. dad even feels bad for him and they dont really even get along. i was thinking that maybe i should try and get dad to call john and talk to him because dad has had wives screw him over before, he was married to my mom and knows what shes going to do, and perhaps help john out with legal advice since hes a county judge executive.
mom was even going to leave john for this doucher. this guy who used to be a cop, got fire, kept his badge, went around impersonating a cop, got caught, is going to lose his house, his car, his kid, doesnt have a job, and is going to jail. oh, and he loves fooling around with married women and having multiple girlfriends. and has herpes. awesome guy. think im going to leave brandon for him.

all this came up last night has ive been mad and stressed and angry and i dont know what to do. ive not tore into her yet, but i will eventually. she called me last night to let me know somewhat of what was going on, but even in her telling me and her "sincerity", i still caught her lying to me. i can tell when she lies. shes been doing it for 6 months now. she really only seems to care about herself, but this isnt the first time ive picked up on this. shes been selfish for, i dont know, forever. she tried to teach me to be that way, but it didnt stick.

i have something to do for my independant study tomorrow, but i dont have the slightest idea of what to do for it. ive been so stressed today, i can barely think. i just want friday to get here so i can not worry about school, go to my dads, and dirtbike my feelings out.
yes, dirtbike em out. i said it. too bad he still doesnt live up southern manor so i could go flying up those paths there. they always made me feel better.

I have decided, i think.

Robbie the Rabbit from the Silent Hill series.

Yes and yes.

My main dilemma is making a giant pink rabbit head.

I feel like such a furry looking stuff up on furry costume making sites.
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